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Her Life
28 April 2008 Y mummy, it's over!

tomorrow is the start of the mid year papers already and i'm totally unprepared to score well. after geog, i'm gonna rush for the sciences but i still hope to make daily updates for my blog to prevent rotting. haha. hope that someone is going to lend me dictionary tomorrow, i don't want to fail because of that. i really really need a dictionary, i want my A also la.

good luck for everyone and i find people very sweet when they wish one another. jia you jia you !!!

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still waiting @4:19 PM

27 April 2008 Y

stayed at home tonight for revision and i don't know why am i feeling so blank, like i didn't know a single thing. i feel so unprepared for this mid year exam and i have been wasting so much paper recently, quite guilty for causing the deaths of so many trees.

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still waiting @9:28 PM

26 April 2008 Y

had to bear the pain and revise for geog in the afternoon. then went dining at kovan with mummy and sis. in the mrt station, i saw yoyo, haha, her look is like she didn't see me before. had dinner at kobayashi, my first time there. got to go revise geog and i'm super duper behind time.

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still waiting @8:51 PM

25 April 2008 Y the truth always hurt

argh... i always have a lot to blog about but whenever i'm starting a post, my mind just went blank. school was fine, at last my back doesn't hurt unless i bent down. haha. the homeroom trial was finally over and i don't really care if the school is going to implement it since it would be only happening next year.

had chinese remedial after school and i didn't bring anything. no ten years series, no worksheet and i didn't bring my finished structure. went to the ITE bus stop with sk, she always (most of the time) leaves me behind. haha.

i wasn't really stressed up with school work eventhough exams are coming soon. but i'm sort of being pressurised at home, family problems. i think its something like what those television programmes showed, unemployed parents and staving kids. a bit too exergerating. haiz.

don't feel like doing any work or revising tonight, time for a break. so i played computer games that doesn't require any brainy work. i realised why little boys love to play those aeroplane shooting games, because it really don't require your brain to think hard. simply press the shooting button and everything will just ... ... (no word to describe). haha.

it should be time to turn in for me. must have a long nice sleep for tomorrow's "tomato sauce"-ing. it's been a long time since i last had a sweet dream.

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still waiting @9:43 PM

24 April 2008 Y blues

there is only pain i know nowadays, from my back to my shoulder and now ribs. haiz... i also don't know why am i like that. didn't feel like blogging about anything in school since there wasn't anything nice.

when i heard you say "i love you", there was a sudden pain inside me. i felt curious but at the same time, not wanting to find out who you said it to. i'm taking it as if you are joking, hoping that it would never be true.

and why are you guys treating me like strangers? i thought we were still friends, friends who haven't been talking for more than two years. somehow, i felt sad when your took me as transparent.

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still waiting @7:46 PM

23 April 2008 Y it came rolling again

i really don't wish to support the stupid homeroom system unless my load is lighten. haiz... i don't know what to blog about already. by the way, what has eating breakfast and drinking milk got to do with my problems.

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still waiting @5:19 PM

22 April 2008 Y it's like a lie

yeah! i finally got online after so many days of invalid internet connection. maybe it's because my mummy didn't pay the bill or just some technical fault. haha. i had so much things to blog about for the last few days but i couldn't remember anything now.

for general, this week is the homeroom system trial and i don't support it because it made my back pain again. ermm... napfa test at the stadium tomorrow and i'm quite glad that i can save the transportation fee. i still feel like running though.

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still waiting @6:54 PM

17 April 2008 Y GOD, please help

i shouldn't be blogging now but since i need a break from memorising, i'll do it. had the fire drill thingy today and i felt so shocked and it looks funny when they took the wheelchair. frankly, i'm quite scared of the wheelchair, scared that the seat will break. haha.

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still waiting @6:52 PM

16 April 2008 Y damn it

pain is all i feel, there is only pain in me now. i didn't have the medication properly because i thought that it is for once a day until now then i realise that it's 3 times a day. i only took 2 pills when i needed 3.

argh... i just want to lie on the bed now. pain pain pain, nothing else. can somebody just throw me down? i can't take it anymore and friday is the english/ ss mid year already. i really wish that there's someone there for me.

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still waiting @7:12 PM

15 April 2008 Y Zzz away

i can't take it anymore, the pain always come and go, never letting me off. haiz. couldn't stand or sit for too long, what can i do?

today, in school, there's a public canning and i don't dare to look after the first stroke. got back the amaths test paper, surprisingly, i passed. ermm... today's bio lesson wasn't interesting. and i was sleeping away during physics. haha.

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still waiting @8:01 PM

14 April 2008 Y zihong:

my birthday, email and etc are all stated at the left had side of this site. =P =] =D
still waiting @6:25 PM

Y it came rolling again

the computer was down yesterday and i just couldn't get online. i've forgotten what i wanted to mention yesterday so i think i'll have to miss it. and today isn't that great. i got to school with a backache but it went really bad until i don't want to straighten myself.

xw was fierce today, didn't expect that she can be so fierce. haha. i failed the geog test again and do well for ss. the girls treated me so good, helping me to carry this and that. ermm... nothing much already.

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still waiting @6:16 PM

12 April 2008 Y sounds like finally

yeah! the speech day parade is over, no more hyperventilation for me i guess. haha. although the sky didn't fall, it cried very heavily in the afternoon. so i still didn't make it but in my opinion, the last rehearsal was really good.

went to school and met siok koon at the bus stop before going into the school with staphanie. i must thanks jerolyn for helping me to tie my hair and shring her nasi lemak with me. get ready and then had the last rehearsal before the break. i wasn't feeling well again. haha.

i can't remember who passed me the SPLASH bottle of water but it was sweet. i mean the water taste sweet. then fall in and i can't believe that i was daydreaming when the parade has started. so i stumbled at the start, scared me la but luckily everything was fine later.

dismissal then we went to the gallery to watch before jerolyn got a call and say that we can go home. however, when we got down, we were needed again. so we serve serve serve. waited for the concert to end, waited for the others to finish their food and waited for them to go home.

the last parade already before the pop, sort of sad la. so tired now and i still got lots of work to finish. haiz.

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still waiting @5:45 PM

11 April 2008 Y aiya aiya

i'm totally not in the health of blogging these two days, aching all over, feeling weak and giddy. haha. felt like wanted people carry me from place to place in the school.

today's guides training was short and i basically did nothing. only walking and sitting here and there, watching those idiots make markings and the guides marching. rushed home and went to golden mile complex to get two pairs of gloves. the purchasing only took about ten minutes but the bus journey was over one hour. stood for more then half an hour, my back really hurts as i'm blogging now.

tomorrow is the official speech day for school. i'm so so scared but sort of confidence too, confident that i'll not do well. haha. if i'm able to march properly and didn't miss any commands, the sky would fall tomorrow.

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still waiting @6:54 PM

09 April 2008 Y i didn't mean it

today's training was really a torture and i don't know what to talk about it also. no intention of blogging today but there's nothing more relaxing to do. i got a lot of THANK YOU for a lot of people. thanks to staphanie and angelyn for the bubble tea. thanks to sjab (yi teng, denise and somemore) for the concerns. thanks to eugene for helping staphanie. last, also the most important, thanks to that ncc don't-know-who who causes me to thanks so many people.

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still waiting @7:49 PM

08 April 2008 Y lost and found

i've decided to put up this 'notice' even if nobody really cares. so the items that i've lost are Death Note VCD and SIMs 2 CD. if you people reading my blog has seen or is having my stuffs, please return to me. thank you.

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still waiting @8:22 PM

07 April 2008 Y trends you can afford

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAO WEI!

it has been another great day for me. haha. although i know that i didn't do well for the tests, i still feel happy. maybe it's because of the gifts that i received today, thanks sk, sb , sh and staph. i really appreciate the cards with those words of encouragment, it's lovely.


108 words this is the speed test thingy that i've just tried out and i think it's kind of fun. play with it when you've got nothing better to do, see how you score then. hehe. i type 591 characters per minute, having 108 correct words and 4 wrong words.

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still waiting @4:50 PM

06 April 2008 Y blues

yoz... can't believe that i just got home at this time on a sunday. in the afternoon, went to hougang mall. of course, we shopped around, buy this and that. then in the evening we were at toa payoh. withdraw money for mummy and went shopping at the pasar malan, i got myself a watch. haiz. i felt really guilty for buying it.

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still waiting @10:01 PM

Y never understood

* * * * * * * * * * this is what i've been seeing since i woke up. yesterday was a very bad night for me, got to control my breathing and tears. because of it, i didn't go to pay respect for my ah gong and ah ma. hope that they doesn't mind. i don't want to get myself more sick by sitting at the back of my uncle's lorry, under the hot sun.

so i'm sort of 'stuck' at home for the time being, studying for the physics test tomorrow. although i knew there is no chance of passing, i still want to prove that girls do have common sense. mr lee said that a lot of girls might not understand the chapter but in fact, most do know. i also understand what he taught but i just couldn't do well for test.

argh... really score well for this test. there is also a ss sbq test tomorow and i don't know what i can do about it.

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still waiting @11:19 AM

05 April 2008 Y

suddenly feel lke i've got nothing else to do except revision. the careless me forgot to take the planning paper from staph yesterday to do at home so got to rush through it on monday.

finished all my blog stuff yesterday night, i guess i put in the most effort for this blogskin. haha. wonder when will i change my blogskin again, perhaps not so soon.

ermm.. got to revise finish test chapters for physics today. and i always know that i can't pass mr lee's test even if i did it before. not disheartened la because i don't sleep in class.

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still waiting @11:42 AM

04 April 2008 Y hiatus

if you people are reading this, i think the hiatus is over and my blog is open again. haha. had been training for the speech day parade, very tired by the time i got home so the only energy left is to do homework. therefore, i didn't post yesterday.

changed the blogskin on my birthday for a little surprise but i couldn't finish it. so had to close the blog for awhile. ermm.. maybe i'll continue tomorrow.

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still waiting @7:13 PM

02 April 2008 Y 15 years past

yeah... happy birthday to me! haha. in just a blink of eye, i'm already old enough to watch the nc 16 movies. thanks a lot to peeps who wished me and those who give me present made me felt very touched. *sob* not having any celebration today but mummy says she's going to order a birthday pizza because i can't eat cake.

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still waiting @5:03 PM

01 April 2008 Y Felix Felicis

Happy April's Fool. i hope that everybody has been fooled today because i was, by HJ. ermm.. nothing much already. just some minor stuff like i failed a maths test again. ohya. and all the tests tomorrow have been postpond. i'm glad, i must be glad too.

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still waiting @3:07 PM