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30 March 2008
Y sunny sunday
going out for shopping once a week is so good. so i went to amk hub today to get presents for those april babies. of course i got something for myself too. hehe. i'm staring to feel excited and really looking forward to this wednesday. oops, can't get too high if not i'll start hyperventilating again. haha.
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still waiting @5:48 PM
29 March 2008
Y laughter is the best medicine
i didn't feel like blogging the past few days so since today is saturday, i should spend some time with the updates.
on wednesday, we did 2.4km for pe and sadly, i didn't finish it and instead, i hyperventilated. it's the second time this year so went to see the doctor.
thurday was fine at first. then before the parade it happened again so i couldn't join the others. and the cause is carrying too much books.
yester was better because i didn't have pe. a maths class again and i really couldn't do it, going to faiol again. before guides had chinese remedial. in guides, taught the sec one for enrolment test then drills, songs and a game before going home.
and today, i had to finish up the tonnes of homework. my life is getting so boring, hope that some interesting stuff will take place soon. counting down to around 5 days...
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still waiting @11:34 AM
25 March 2008
Y long long ago
not enough sleep again, all thanks to my mummy for pulling me out of bed in the middle of the night to help her click some stupid buttons. argh.
today's training was tiring, it's been so long since i've this kind of training. felt really lousy for those stupid mistakes made and i can even hear the command wrongly. can see that the others who march here and there were very tired also. i should stop daydreaming la.
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still waiting @8:07 PM
24 March 2008
Y busy doing nothing
i'm so so tired this morning, hard time waking up as usual but this time is due to my dear mummy. i don't understand why she become so addicted to those drama series and keep bothering me to let ther watch. worse, she watched till around 1am last night.
school time was fine. during chinese, ms wang went for healthcheck and before she came back, we went for social studies and left her things locked up in the class. haha. then we ran for geog after english, quite fun la.
so i guess tomorrow would be again another important day for me. i don't know what is the reason for stressing up like this. and today, i kept myself busy with nothing, like mrs lee, can't remember what i did after getting home.
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still waiting @7:34 PM
23 March 2008
Y it does happens.
i can't believe that i'm actually studying at home on sunday, miracle. i didn't even bother to step out of the house, all take-aways for me. but of course, i did slack awhile. ermm... since i'm studying the whole afternoon, there's nothing interesting for me to blog about.
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still waiting @7:07 PM
22 March 2008
Y advertisement: pfingo
i think this pfingo thingy is cool. my aunt told me this last year and i thought it was nothing useful until yesterday, my uncle say that it can be used to call people just like a phone. so i'm decided to try out and now, i'm actually advertising it. haha. remember to try it!
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still waiting @9:22 PM
Y random
Given a=b,
a²=ab
a²-b²= ab-b²
(a+b)(a-b)= b(a-b)
(a+b)=b
a+a=a
2a=a
2=1 !!!
isn't it ridiculous, how can 2 be equal to 1? haiz. i can't see why i would prefer to stare at the comp rather than doing something more meaningful. i spent the almost whole day thinking again even i know that thinking too much wouldn't help at all.
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still waiting @5:04 PM
21 March 2008
Y it stinks!
so i just came home from my uncle's place and true enough, it was totally unenjoyable, it sucks. i actually wanted to protect this post but i think it's ok to share it as a joke.
first joke, i shall name the women A, in case someone knows who. she is forever so 'bitchy'? i overheard she say the following about her son in chinese so i translate it... " i don't give my son rice to eat because his tooth is a bit loose. i'm afraid that he might swallow the tooth together with the rice." and the moment i hear it, i went "SHIT! what the hell is she talking!" and when i tell mummy she laugh till almost went rolling down the stairs.
and she talks like she's got the knowledge, know-it-all in short. i believe that she did her son's homework for him and i also heard her commenting that studying nowadays is very tedious. she did force her son to study but the school did. i was like: crap! she also says that the cake is very nice nowadays like she's been living in the woods.
oh... i think two long paragraphs about her are enough. secondly, that idiot A. we did see anything good in each other. i see him as tranparent so did her. futhermore, he did even greet mummy so i thought he was too engross in his new PSP which he went boosting around. but he proved me wrong, he greeted my aunts and uncles when they arrived.
ZZZ. i know that i'm rude, very rude but i've the rights to comment on others without naming them directly.
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still waiting @9:14 PM
Y look into the mirror, i saw disgrace
is it because of today being good friday or something else that makes me feel so sad today, i don't know. it's like so sudden, after reading a paragraph of words, i become demoralised. maybe it's true that i've brought and going to bring much more disgrace, not only to myself but also to the others.
i don't deserve this chance, i shouldn't try at all, i couldn't realise that i'm making the others suffer. always making a fool of myself infront of the others so why am i still not giving up. argh. the same onld me, making the same old mistake. perhaps i really need help.
better cheer myself up before going to my uncle's house to celebrate my cousin's first year birthday. frankly, i don't really feel like going, her birthday is after mine, why should i go wish her happy birthday when she doesn't even understand. haiz. i can't help it happen even though i could mke it happened.
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still waiting @4:37 PM
20 March 2008
Y going to 'tomato sauce'!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to PEK HAR!!!
so i had the geog test today, before reccess and i'm quite sure that i will fail again. then received the result of the chem test for remedial, luckily i passed but not very well. i also realised that i don't like mother tongue anymore, especially the compre and o level.
then went for bio as usual and the fact that we are going to have more lessons is making me feel so bad. and i think i still prefer mrs lee for english. happy good friday!
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still waiting @7:31 PM
19 March 2008
Y i'm SLOW...
today isn't better than yesterday, not anything that happened is nice. i think i'm going to flunk chem and bio. then after school, the sky cried so i was quite relieved but the combine parade postpond and started later. i really sucks.
geog test tomorrow and i really want to pass. but there's so much homework to be done also. i need more time, if not let the clock stop ticking.
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still waiting @7:27 PM
18 March 2008
Y untitled
today is bad, or is it tomorrow that is causing today to be bad. only a health check during maths period, no more taking height and weight and forward bending test for me. phew. physics is really boring nowadays.
so there's biology, chemistry and amaths test tomorrow. i'm going to be so dead. homework isn't even finished so how am i going to revise. and tomorrow is the first parade, i don't like nervous attack. luck please~
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still waiting @6:11 PM
17 March 2008
Y Ouch!
seriously, i had trouble waking up this morning. or should i say that my mummy was having trouble to wake me up, haha. took the bus to school as usual, lessons as usual and almost everything seems to be like the times before the holidays.
geog class was funny then totally sad during physics because i failed again. then english was ok and i passed the mid year, just passed. then went for chinese oral with sk, quite easy la, ended fast also. the bad thing is that 158 went before i got out of the school. so i decided to accompany sk to the ITE bus stop to take my 135.
ermm... i think tomorrow would be better since we are having healthcheck. and i guess, no test.
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still waiting @5:33 PM
16 March 2008
Y Care for It! Pig
15/ 03/ 2008
went to school for cip and bus to east coast beach to pick litter. we split into patrols and of course we didn't win that competition on who pick the most litter. haiz... rest awhile before going to the 7-11 which is so so so far away from our bbq pit. my feet really hurt and still need to carry the bottles of water.
i think we took almost one hour for the trip. and we got back, the rest were already eating. hotdog, crabmeat, chicken wing, satay, otah, stingray and i think that's all. haha. then game time but i couldn't play because i can't see, too dark. walked a long way to the bus stop and i felt quite stupid la.
16/ 3/ 2008
today. i think i can't walk distances anymore so gonna stay at home. anyway, still have to finish up the homework and assignments. zzz... the holiday is over.
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still waiting @11:51 AM
14 March 2008
Y lYinG PiG
i had to continue with the homework while my dear mummy watched her drama, torture. but luckily, mummy brought us out in the afternoon. we went to plaza sing and i got quite a lot of stuff like the present for jl. then we had long john silver for dinner before coming home. so i'm gonna finish up the homework now. sigh~
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still waiting @8:06 PM
13 March 2008
Y that jelly bean
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
i know it's kinda late but still wanna wish JEROLYN a enjoyable birthday... hope you like the gift.
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still waiting @8:31 PM
Y GOD, please help
hey hey. social studies remedial in the morning and we went through the sbq test that we did. i was quite surprised at my score, really not expected and i really thought that i would fail. the lesson wasn't that bad because i learned something.
after that was guides training, felt quite odd standing a side at first. learned the basics and trained myself and then together with the others. it was tiring la, didn't know that the others were so pitiful, marching here and there.
then chloe mum came and we headed for parkway to have my lunch first. some shopping around and the fact is shopping with me a totally boring thing to do. actually wanted to do some homework but it seems that i'm so so lazy about it already. practicing with the pole is enough for me.
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still waiting @6:11 PM
12 March 2008
Y grow TREES grow
Oh my~ The homework never seems to be finishing. I can't start the revision with completing those assignment and it's already Wednesday. And I'm wasting a whole damn lot of foolscap papers, especially for the proposal which is still not done. Got to be punished for the killing of so many trees. Help~
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still waiting @10:53 AM
11 March 2008
Y who knows?!
second day of the week and i'm still going slowly with no pressure, nothing. mummy brought my sis and me to hougang ntuc mall for breakfast at long john silver. it feels really good, finally having the breakfast set that i long wanted.
didn't really shop there because most of the shops were still closed. we were home before noon so mummy decided to cook lunch but she gave up on dinner. the reason: my sis cursed her.
something about yesterday. i didn't step out of the house at all so i'm quite happy for not seeing the face of that escaped idiot. however, there was this mms send to me in the afternoon with HIS FACE. argh.
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still waiting @4:06 PM
09 March 2008
Y spongebob is cute OK
i just came back from my aunt house. went to amk hub first, bought jerolyn's pressie, but nothing for myself. then went up to my aunt house, had dinner and i found myself having a lot of time to think. thought through and through, found myself really wanting that you-kn0w-what and got more sad thinking about it.
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still waiting @8:53 PM
Y it's like a lie
so the holidays have started, and i planned to only start my revision tomorrow. there's nothing much i can do for the school work except the homework which doesn't have a end to it. i think it is also the reason why i came blogging very now and then, nothing happier to do.
i can't let myself be too free, if not i'll start to think and perhaps, think too much.
and during the meet parent session, there's a time when i felt like my lie is being exposed. last year, my mummy didn't attend and i told mrs ng that i'm very bad at home, she thinks that i'm good in school. this year, my mummy went so she said that i'm good at home and also said that i told her that i'm bad in school. argh. i didn't know that it would turn out like this, totally unexpected.
would be going out late in the afternoon, to amk hub for some shopping first because we'll be having dinner at my aunt house. yeah, all her leftovers. frankly, i'm so so reluctant to go especially since the new interchange was done. but what can i do, last time i can't even reject when there's tests.
hope that it wouldn't turn out bad. i also don't want to talk about my future anymore because my uncle kept telling me that poly is better than jc. maybe i'll post again tonight.
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still waiting @11:32 AM
08 March 2008
Y i believe in myself
ermm.. i forgot what i actually wanted to blog for today. haha. oh, i've changed a new skin and i hope you people will like it.
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yeah... decided to edit this post. so i've sort of run through my thoughts for friday morning and i think i'm better understood. maybe that 'chicken porridge' is really right for his saying, i'm still felt a little hopeful eventhough i knew it's hopeless. and after the thing, i understood that i'm completely hopeless and therefore for what happened.
perhaps others undertand me more than myself. really thankful for the peeps who encouraged me.
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still waiting @8:26 PM
Y not that bad
07 March 2008
quite a 'big' day for me. first, the interview in the morning that made me so so embarrassed. that 'chicken porridge' made me start to cry quite badly. and i think i've made a fool of myself infront of those guys who kept offering tissue. i think he told his friends la.
then was the girl guides treasure hunt that angelyn and me planned for. i think quite successful except for me being so careless and stupid. but half way of the thing, i had to go for that stupid time wasting lecture.
the last even was meet the parents session which was held in the hall. so my mummy came down to school. i wasn't that scared and nervous as the others la. and mrs ng was so good, her chinese was very good also. although i didn't do well, she still say that i can do it.
mrs ng also said that i have to be more confident. the sac people also say that. oh ya, during the meet parent talk, me and siok koon was dragged aside by ms lau. so dissapointed to her comment at first then she asked about guides. haha. she's not that bad actually when we were talking.
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still waiting @10:22 AM
05 March 2008
Y how come
i fought with my sis just now and still not on good terms. the whole thing started with consent form of the sport camp. so she went turning my room inside out, she made me felt very irritated because it's very obvious that i wouldn't want to keep her stupid piece of useless paper.
second thing, she do her work on MY bed. leaving it in a mess with the rubber dust, how am i going to sleep tonight. somemore, she haven't clear her stuffs which is still lying on MY bed and threatened me not to touch them.
lastly, she took the almost all the 'nice' pieces in the yong tau fu soup. my papa also took some. all i took was a bittergourd with the fish paste and a hotdog fromt he soup, veggie stems and rice for today's dinner. wondering what was left inside right, egg and hotdogs.
most importantly, my mummy who always eat last, she was left with almost all the not nice stuffs. i really pity her. and yet my sis still behaves like she's the only one, extremely inconsidered when it comes to the 'good' things.
i think i've posted too much for dinner huh~ so i'm going to post something that happened in school today at the following paragraphs.
ve was boring with that service learning thing. interesting thing happened during pe, i saw my fingernails all purpled. perhaps i'm feeling too cold and lesser blood is flowing through the fingertips. so of the four sets of exercixes, i only did two and waiting for the blood to flow while others were 'struggling'.
then was physic, geog and reccess. went to appa's class, we talked for a moment and she said that she's giving me her watch that cost $180 which i don't really believe. i think that she totally forget about it when she went down to eat.
me and shayeni decided to keep the watch till after school. when she came to the class, we pretend to mispaced her watch, i even said i threw it into the big trashcan outside. so she was like stand beside the bin, looking inside while shayeni and i were walking away.
however, seeing her so desperate, shayeni showed her the watch but still kept it all the way to the bus stop. shayeni almost forget it. it was fun, feeling quite guilty also... haha.
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still waiting @6:23 PM
04 March 2008
Y it's awkward with pretence
social studies and physics test today, really hope to score but i know i've made some stupid mistakes. i think i'm gonna fail physics again.
oh ya, chemistry almost makes me go crazy today, or should i say is mr goh. i can't remember whether i handed in the workbook or not so i looked at him blurly and just nodded. then he gave out the book but mine wasn't there so he went out to check and got back with 2 more. none was mine. he went off after the lesson, making me so guilty?
gotten back another biology paper, i did quite bad but i still got a pass. i think it's very badly done because that oh-so-clever guy from 4B actually got full marks. and a celebration for no bio class tomorrow and a pratical on thurs.
it feels awkward when you pretended not to see me walked pass so close. did you felt better looking at the floor walking or you just want to avoid me. i don't understand but we are like strangers now, aren't we friends still? if this is going to be the way, i'll also be like never knowing you.
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still waiting @5:13 PM
03 March 2008
Y not even a thank you
it's totally a disaster for. firstly, the tests results are all dissapointing. i failed physics again, amaths again, geog and english. secondly, mrs lee scared me when she slap hard on my table and i almost cry la. lastly, i don't think i did well for the english paper today.
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still waiting @8:17 PM
02 March 2008
Y ehh?
i didn't notice that i missed yesterday's post. totally forgotten. so i woke up quite early for breakfast with mummy, because she had no work that morning. we went to blk 2 to eat and i felt odd. it's like this is the first time this year that i went there to have breakfast, i think i only dine there for around once per year. however, it's considered a childhood place for me, before secondary school days, i went there at least once per week.
today, i couldn't have lunch. the reason is quite stupid also, it is that i had too much for breakfast and it couldn't digest until dinner. haha. whole day on the comp for me and my eyes really hurt la. i think i should go do some revision now.
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still waiting @7:25 PM