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Her Life
30 January 2008 Y almost everything is involuntary

i didn't really want to be nasty. today i took a nap and i only planned to sleep for an hour because i still have loads of work. but mummy didn't try to wake me up when she usually will make a din about it, so i slept for two hours more. i should be glad that i can sleep more, however that wasn't how i felt. instead, i felt hateful, hating this and that, even more hateful towards my sis.

it's totally opposite my sis. she always turn nasty when she doesn't have enough sleep. until now, i still feel very hateful.

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still waiting @7:20 PM

29 January 2008 Y i wanna go home

see my title, that is what i felt for the whole of today. maybe i shouldn't even go to school since i'm granted a mc for today. couldn't concentrate at all in class and i don't even know what are the teachers saying. the bio quiz was worse, i think i made a big mistake on the drawing of the concentration, i forgot that it will go down also.

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still waiting @5:00 PM

28 January 2008 Y turning all round

i'm officially declared sick just now. actually i had a slight fever yesterday and i only found out it the evening. i didn't know why i was having headache and feeling so giddy in the morning yesterday until i took my temperature. my mummy didn't want me to attend school today but because of the beijing people, i went.

the day in school was actually quite terrible if the beijing didn't come. feeling giddy and sometimes headache the whole day and i looked forward to going home a lot. went to let the doctor see in the evening and she gave me mc which i really don't want. i think i would prefer an excuse from pe rather than unfit for school.

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still waiting @8:20 PM

Y beijing ydl middle school

so the beijing people came to the school today and we stayed with them throughout the day in school. first was chinese lesson and yf was in our group. she was so good because she started writing the answers immediately while we need a long time to come out with something. after that was physics by mr l, i was sitting with yz and sk.

then we have a break with free food. after recess was the concert, we had wushu, takwando, singing and dance by the beijing people and angklung with indian dance by our school. had a little rest before the school tour. lunch and then interaction. i didn't play captain's ball because i was feelings so sick.

last activity was the cca tour and i didn't like that as we had to carry out bags along. it was quite sad when they are leaving, very memorable.

yf, yz and ms came for this trip. yf looks pretty and i love the photo on the tag, very beautiful la. and yz is also cute, she's fallen for someone during this school visit, haha. ms is sweet too. i don't think we will be meeting anymore.. sad.

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still waiting @8:07 PM

27 January 2008 Y it came rolling again

i hate everything that's happening now, everyone. i waited for this day to come this whole week, starting from every monday. it's so tiring to be studying the whole week and all i longed for is a little shoppping break. but you ruined it, making me so sad.

i just had a little fever and you don't want to let me go out. i think that's too much, very much. this afternoon, i wanted your attention to see how sick i was but you only think that i'm just too tired. and now before going out, i pull myself together and you say that i'm having fever and wanted me to stay at home.

i went to bed and you say that if i really wanted to go, i may and when i wanted to go, you then say that it's for my own good to not go out. you also say that we can go next week, but i don't want, must well don't go. and now, you making me hate new year even more.


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still waiting @7:24 PM

Y scared scary

i didn't manage to blog yesterday because of coming home late. in the evening, my papa and sis went for a wedding dinner and i didn't go. i was quite regretful for not going because the gifts my sis brought home were cute and she even got a whole 50 bucks from one of my grand uncles. it's really making jealous.

the reason for not going is the english project. i had to go to my uncle house to borrow his comp and printer. my cute cousin is also around and while doing the work, my mummy brought her into the room and she cried when she saw me. sad la. then before going home, she also cry when she sees me, making me more sad. am i that scary? i think i'm now having a phobia for kids, especially when they cry. i didn't bully them k.

so today was as usual except that i woke up rather early. hope that i will be able to go out later and get some stuffs for new year because i haven't got my clothes ready yet. but i'm still not done with the english homework which i didn't even know what to do with it.

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still waiting @9:11 AM

25 January 2008 Y faiintiing luhhs

today was a tiring day, very tiring perhaps. it's the first time this year to get so tired during pe because of the physical and conditioning. got to run roughly one run of the school then do the shuttle run thingy and side jump in the field. i think i almost fainted.

guides was tiring too. at first was quite ok because we're in the comp room. the tiring part is the drills, marching and stuffs. and it's like a trend now, last week was sk and me, this time staph. those people were so bad, they are the baddies in my list.

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still waiting @9:04 PM

24 January 2008 Y mouse

i need a new mouse!! it's been a few weeks that the problem has been bothering me. as from the title, it's my computer mouse. the thing looks perfectly fine on the out side but the micro component went haywire. the windows would just scroll on its own, it's disturbing escpecially when watching shows. and sometimes the wheel don't works too.

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still waiting @7:04 PM

22 January 2008 Y oopsy

i think i'm too much today. but i don't know why i can't help it, i just want to finish it fast and that's it. i'm sorry if i'm doing more than i should, please tell me if i've done anything wrong. gosh, i'm typing rubbish again...

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still waiting @9:42 PM

21 January 2008 Y stealing isn't right

i almost hated every monday because it's just so tiring to start the week's routine over and over again.

gotten back the amaths paper, just as expected but slightly better than what i really expect. my tears had already run dried, so don't think that i will cry. one thing in class, sitting at the back can make me losses concentration because i tends to look at what's people is doing infront.

after school was the briefing for the beijing trip and i'm not very happy at it. yes, i said i'm not happy with it but not the planning by the teachers. then went back to class to help to the decorating, but i think that i'm not needed. perhaps just wasting my time there to be extra.

i'm not looking forward to tomorrow or any other day this week. i also hope that this week can pass really fast. hopefully, time really flies fast enough till new year, that's the time i wish it to be over.

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still waiting @7:12 PM

20 January 2008 Y shopping isn't always good

i just spent the whole afternoon at toa payoh, with papa, mummy and sis. frankly, i don't think that papa should tag along, he's just wasting time standing there and waiting for us. i actually went there to search for something for the beijing people but couldn't find the stall. so in the end, i got 2 keychains and bought a magnetic bookmark for yz.

also took a look at more than words. i love the frogs there, so so nice, and i wanted them all. but it's obvious that i could never afford it, so i just took a picture on one of them. before going home, we also went to the pasar malam and mummy got me a bag. it's printed with the nightmare before christmas, big enough for my books and i really like it.

magnectic bookmark for yz

the cute frog that i wanted

my new beloved bag, pumkin jack

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still waiting @4:40 PM

19 January 2008 Y emb reunion

i just got home from nyjc and it wasn't as bad as i thought. met ivy in the bus and i'm actually quite surprised that she remembers me after not seeing each other for about 3 years. this girl is so cool.

we chatted before the ceremony starts. shake hand, take photo... i was nervous but as as scared as the one in school. the mp looks kind, friendly, and maybe understanding. the waiting time was so boring, seeing the primary school kids going up the stage and i forgot how many times i yawned.

got out of nyjc with ivy and luckily she was there, if not i think i'll be lost. i think i saw somebody from mpss studying at nyjc now. of course i saw a few of my primary school friends and i don't remember some too.

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still waiting @5:21 PM

18 January 2008 Y unlucky 18

i think that everyone has their super duper unlucky day and it's mine today.

played volley ball during pe and it's when my series of unlucky event starts. i thought that it's ok to get hit by the ball since most people can't mange the ball well. at position a, i got hit a few times directly and mr c says that i should change place and would not be hit anymore. so i change to position b and due to glamor of the sun, i switch to position c. it was 'comfortable' at first with no more ball hits. suddenly, i can only see a patch of light because the ball smack into my face. haiz... real volleyball somemore.

the rest of the day in class was fine. la la la until guides. drills first and something not to be mention happened, sadly. still nothing bad happen to me. after the formal marching stuffs, it's time for games. first was with the athlete, the time when thing takes place. because of the morning volleyball incident, i was actually scared of the ball but i still join the game. trying my best to get the ball and 'piah', tears rolled. i don't know why. maybe is because of the guy but i know that it's not the pain.

i tried not to cry in school and i did it in the first 2 years. i remembered that i wouldn't let anybody know if i'm crying and i think that i didn't show my teary face in school. it was until last year when i cried a few times. and now i cried infront of the people, i don't like to shed tears if others see. hope that there will not be anymore 'today' in the furture.

well, i just got home from the interchange. went there with mummy and sis to adjust my specs and also to check my eyes. the result i got is an increase in only one eye, therefore i decided not to make a new pair. save money.

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still waiting @9:35 PM

16 January 2008 Y oh god!

i really don't know what to do already. no matter how much effort is put in, i just can't stop failing all those maths tests. perhaps i need god's help to score well. an indication to dropping amaths, maybe i should really drop it if i fails the test tomorrow. good luck for me.

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still waiting @9:39 PM

15 January 2008 Y it's just so sweet


shouldn't i be happy since i got the classroom key and it's cute. the chain was from 3A for mrs ng, sweet huh~

i've finished watching it started with a kiss today and the show is nice. i think i should be revising instead of watching all this drama. i prefer the drama and anime online rather than those that is broadcasted on the tv. haha.

hmmm... looks like i'm still blogging everyday. i always try to squeeze out time to post something. nowadays, time is really not enough since i got so many things to do. for example, doing homework and revision, watching shows, reading harry potter and many more stuffs.

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still waiting @8:25 PM

14 January 2008 Y being forgetful sucks

i'm so careless, everyday is the same, for sure i would forgot to bring something to school. today i forgot my chinese file and english paper, i was really scared about not bringing necessary stuffs.

my sis always gave me her letter for parents because no one in the house can read. so it's like as usual, i tell my mummy the details. i remembered that one of today's is about the work assesment or something like that and the letter says that some verification like NRIC or MOE student identity card. my mummy was like questioning what is the identity card, my sis doesn't have it then how. oh god, how would i know all this, i'm glad enough to have an IC.

i'm waiting for a reply again, and i really hate this process. yup, waiting for the e-mail from yz because that's the only reply i've got. one more week to go, hope that 24 will come faster then 28 will pass slower.

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still waiting @9:11 PM

13 January 2008 Y first heavy storm, second blog post

the storm was so scary. i seems to be posting a lot huh~ might not be able to blog daily anymore, i think this is the reason for blogging some many times in a day.

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still waiting @9:14 PM

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i was out early in the morning and waited at the bus stop till no one was left besides me. met sk at the stop infront of the school and made our way to the macpherson community centre. i'm assigned to ushering a.k.a food serving. i thought it was a mess because some say serve and others say wait. but nevermind because the day ended successfully.

went into the petrol station to settle my lunch on the way home. it was renovated recently. tom yum bowl, potatoe chips, ice cream and peach tea for $5 plus. i should really plan to spend money wisely on the little but necessary things.

i'm going to share the happiness yesterday. i sent an e-mail to yz yesterday evening, of course i hoped to get a reply. and i did. i sent so many e-mails and it's the first reply i ever got, that's why i'm so happy about it. another happy news is that they are coming on the 24th but only come to visit our school during their fourth day. but i'm still happy enough.

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still waiting @3:54 PM

12 January 2008 Y getting really high

i'm so so happy tonight. i think i'll post the details tomorrow when i'm free.

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still waiting @9:06 PM

Y revival


haha. my blog is revived after a short week. it feels like i had just annouce my blog dead and now it's back alive.

phoenix reborn in its ash. therefore, i'm using back the same blog address with everything in the same state. i think this is the reason for not deleting my blog when it die.

hope that i will be blogging again very soon. and check out my wretch blog when you're free (please pm me for the address). i love things when they are back in normal.

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still waiting @5:23 PM

05 January 2008 Y DEAD on fifth of Jan 2008, 4.31pm

i'm really tired to blog on the details about yesterday. maybe i should announce my blog dead since my tagboard is already long in sleep. got to work very hard this year and blogging isn't going to help so i think i'll have to stop.

hope that there will be missing my blog posts. i'll leave my tagboard alone and not blog until i've got chinese input. when i can post in chinese, maybe i'll be back one my wretch blog.

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still waiting @4:31 PM

03 January 2008 Y

it's just the second day of school and i'm already feeling so tired. not enought sleep is one thing, tests coming is the other and cca orientation for tomorrow.

today ended quite early for school because of the cca orientation but i chose to stay behind. and i went to the interchange again to get some stuffs, i really hate walking to and fro. but my sis seems to love it. staph told me something today, she's really happy about it but i'm not, already feeling nervous.

is there anybody who is good at comp. please help me recover the chinese input. i feel so 'yucky' about not having it.

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still waiting @8:21 PM

02 January 2008 Y

i just got home from the interchange with my mummy and sis to get some grocery. spent half a hundred for this short trip. it's tiring especially without enough sleep.

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still waiting @7:35 PM

01 January 2008 Y

happy new year! my first day of 2008 isn't very happy. one reason is because i lost the chinese input of the comp, sad la and i don't know how to recover it. next is that i cannot update my wretch blog, i wanted to post in chinese. lastly, i over cooked my lunch.

it's ok because tomorrow is always better. new term of school, nervous and excited but didn't really look forward for. feeling so 'blank' now, all thanks to the comp.

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still waiting @3:19 PM