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Her Past
Y October 2006
Y November 2006
Y December 2006
Y January 2007
Y February 2007
Y March 2007
Y April 2007
Y May 2007
Y June 2007
Y July 2007
Y August 2007
Y September 2007
Y October 2007
Y November 2007
Y December 2007
Y January 2008
Y February 2008
Y March 2008
Y April 2008
Y May 2008
Y June 2008
Y July 2008
Y August 2008
Y September 2008
Y December 2008
Y January 2009

Her Life
30 September 2007 Y

end of year exam is going to start tomorrow. and i'm fully prepared, prepared to fail this time. don't think that i'll be blogging anymore. wish me luck and good luck to all the people out there.

=P =] =D
still waiting @11:58 AM

29 September 2007 Y

i was happily thinking that i'll have microsoft office to use today. but i was totally wrong because the disc from my uncle was microsoft xp and the trial version that i downloaded couldn't be activated. i've to write everything out and it's quite wasteful, a waste of paper and ink.

hope that mummy will strike lottery and my wishes can be fufilled. i know that i'm greedy but it's me. and for what i've decided, i can always change my mind.

P= ]= D=
still waiting @3:32 PM

28 September 2007 Y

one of the days that i got home so early. mummy told me that papa was saying that i'm home very early. and i know that he wishes that i'm home late and even never come home. i can't tolerate in saying that he is so useless.

couldn't submit the forms today. but i've decided on a very important decision that has to be made. hope that everything will go smoothly and i'll try not to think of it anymore, until exam is over.

P= ]= D=
still waiting @6:13 PM

27 September 2007 Y

pressure is building, accumulating more and more each day. i didn't really know what to do, the feeling is always with me, and it's getting stronger now.

ahh.. still being bothered by that thing. should i or should i not? advantage vs disadvantages. it's worrying my mummy and me but not that *** papa of mine.

P= ]= D=
still waiting @6:14 PM

26 September 2007 Y

feeling very tired today. woked up late this morning but thank god, just 5minutes later than usual. the normal routine and there's no bio today, happy. went for the briefing after school, feeling quite sad actually. the school only subsidize $300 so i'll have to pay another $100. i'm already having trouble with $800 and now it's $900 and some more, my edusave doesn't have money left. trying hard to have this trip, hope that someone will make it possible for me.

*thanks sk.

P= ]= D=
still waiting @7:35 PM

25 September 2007 Y

one day closer to exam. i should not be blogging anymore right? but today is mid autumn festival so i'll just update a little bit.

went to school as usual but the bus was damn crowded, what to do. during the journey, of course somethings had happened. firstly, an indian man stepped on my foot. next, somebody hit my head. but that wasn't the worst. lastly, a man who carrys malay newspaper and board the bus at the bus stop before the school's really made me suffer. i actually see him as a sicko and today he was standing so close to me. i felt uncomfortable because i had to "smell" him. i nearly suffocate in the bus.

now waiting for the kfc delivery. wonder why he ask us to order. this afternoon, he was still with his sarcastic words and suddenly so nice now.

=P =] =D
still waiting @9:23 PM

24 September 2007 Y

monday's school bag is always as heavy. but i think this will be the last time this year that my bag will be so heavy. maybe. tends to bring almost everything home by friday and bring everything back to school on monday. i think i've grown shorter.

had a dance performance about maths for assembly. normal lessons and finally home sweet home.

went to hougang with my family for dinner and to buy some stationary. wanted to buy physics and combine humanities book but in the end didn't get it.

=P =] =D
still waiting @9:16 PM

23 September 2007 Y

i should be getting back to normal now. haha. but what is lost is still lost. maybe learning to adapt to this sudden change has made me grow. i understood. after a setback, i look forward and not regretting about the past. the past has passed, no use for thinking of it already.

this afternoon, my mummy, sis and i went to plaza singapura. bought someone's present and some edible stuff home. couldn't wait for the end of year exam to be over so that i can go out again. haha. the exam have not even started and i'm already planning for it to be over.

i'm being left alone at home now, tonight. my parents and my sis have went to my mummy's sister's younger son's wedding dinner. i decided not to go so that i'll have more time for revising. hope that they will bring something home fore me. haha.

just one more week is left for the end of year exam. i think i'm still slacking around. have not really preparefor anything because i'm so used to last minute work. no microsoft word for me to do notes anymore, how? no sound coming from the computer, how? for your information, i couldn't study in a silent environment.

*for sk, i'm back to my old self.

=P =] =D
still waiting @7:00 PM

22 September 2007 Y

the girl had ENOUGH.
she's not going to be indulged in her memories anymore.
she has changed to a blogskin that is not made by her.
her dreams and fairytales have ended.

working hard from the moment when her heart has broken.
she is determined not to do well in the examinations.
trust me.
because, i am that supid girl.

*thanks sk
still waiting @2:48 PM

21 September 2007 Y

ahhh... posting to vent my anger.

my cousin came just now and help me with the computer. i was actually glad that i can surf the net without any hindrance, at first. but now, i certainly is regretting, regretted a lot.

i've lost the microsoft office, blogskins and pictures that i've made, chinese input, downloaded stuffs and most importantly, the notes that i've made.

feeling really devastated now. ahhh... feel like crying. i feel like an paralysed person, i cannot do anything.

should this be consider as a good timing that everything is gone. i cannot do anything that i like with the computer, thus i can concentrate on my studies.

I WANT BACK EVERYTHING!!!

P= ]= D=
still waiting @9:04 PM

18 September 2007 Y

today is JOEY's birthday. just signing to post this.

=P =] =D
still waiting @5:35 PM

17 September 2007 Y

i've decided to put up this game to occupy your time. i admit that it can be quite childish and a little of stupid. so if you want to try it, hope you enjoy. if you hate this kind of game, i don't mind that you are not entertained.
The Farmer

Click here to play this game


=P =] =D
still waiting @6:22 PM

12 September 2007 Y

it's getting nearer as the days gone by. and decided to skip to pratice the miscellanous and revision exercises of maths. it's true, time is really not enough.

i remember that i never have study for any exam in my primary school life. i think i had some last minute work for sec 1 and i study a week before the exams during sec 2. i felt so surprised when i'm actually starting revision now.

an little earthquake was enough to scare the hell out of me.

=P =] =D
still waiting @8:14 PM

11 September 2007 Y

haiz... not a good day for me. i've finally cleared my amaths chapter 1 revision, trying to move on. i was quite blur during biology class, stupid me went to read the wrong page.

almost miss my bus stop when going home. pressing the wrong lift button. i think quite a lot of my brain cells have died when i was doing amaths. but never mind, it doesn't matter if i can do well in the end of year exam.

=P =] =D
still waiting @8:53 PM

10 September 2007 Y

first day of school in this new term. it's tiring and my hands almost break when i reached school. the day when as per normal, just like the times before the holidays started. but the atmosphere is going to so different in this period of time. end of year exams are just three weeks away. trying to work hard for my maths, hope that this last minute work will help. *god, help me, save me though i don't believe in you.* i only believe in myself and apple, and i ain't that stupid anymore.

=P =] =D
still waiting @4:54 PM

09 September 2007 Y

school is going to reopen tomorrow. not nervous but sad, sad for what i've not done in this holiday.

went to compass point to meet up with my mummy for lunch and we did a little window shopping. saw the care bears show, it's quite cute... haha. only for about one hour and i'm back home.

packed my bag for tomorrow and it's damn heavy. i've got to use my old bag again. how i wish the holidays to be longer.

but in some ways, going to school for me is better that staying at home. for example, i doesn't have to be bullied by my sis when i go school. going to school can also prevent me from getting lazier.

an apple a day doesn't only keeps the doctor away. it can reduce the stupidity level in me, in some ways, i feel cleverer when i've taken an apple. love apple.

=P =] =D
still waiting @8:15 PM

08 September 2007 Y

oh my god! time really flies. on seeing that my holidays will be ending soon, i feel so stupid. i think i've wasted this week except when i went back to school for geog and when i'm doing some amaths revision.

i'm still in my lala land with the holiday mood. oh god, i'm left with one day before the school reopens.

noticed that i've not been blogging for the past few days. it's because i'm not feeling well and also sick of blogging. i just don't want to waste my time blogging, thinking of what to post about next.

ahhh...
=P =] =D
still waiting @6:07 PM

04 September 2007 Y

i had nothing interesting to blog about today. but to lengthen my post, i'll continue with the emos comics.





still waiting @4:54 PM

03 September 2007 Y

yeah... i went for a hair cut this morning, sounding happy right. i like it pretty much, much better than the previous.

went to kovan in the afternoon. had an early dinner at yosinoya, love the rutan beef. actually wanted to rent some movies but it's quite wasteful since i'm only watching it myself.

=P =] =D
still waiting @6:30 PM

02 September 2007 Y

woke up early this morning. actually, i went just to avoid getting some bad comments from my aunties and uncles. the other family with also went to pray is really bad, one of them is smoking. and guess what, the smoke was blown towards me. i seriously didn't want to get cancer or black lungs from the tar.

i'm glad that there's no school tomorrow. but i really got to start revision this week if not, i'll have to face the consequences which i wouldn't want to see. this remind me of the progress report that i've received on thursday. it's simply ugly. C5 for amaths was quite expected and my result for chemistry and physics were really disappointing. but everything will have a good side so, my biology was the best result i've got.

having some family problems now, stiff relationship with my papa. i hope that he can change into a better father.

=P =] =D
still waiting @7:46 PM

01 September 2007 Y

i went shopping with mummy today and that's all. so i've uploaded some pictures since i had nothing much to blog about. by the way, it's Yosephine's birthday.

pizza hut's cheesy fondue.


drinking some beer, haha.


before and after, my yummy slice fish noodle.
saw these big prawns at carrefour.


red meat in the red cooler.
bought chips at carrefour too.
got jellybeans and choclates at cocoa tree.
last of all, i've got yoyo's present ready.
still waiting @8:51 PM